Tomorrow is the big day for me. New turning point of life.

No more using of handphone and sms-ing. No more freedom.



I need to wake up at 7am everyday. Sit 35mins of bus from my house.

I need to work everyday including Saturday & public holiday.

Very sad already. I can't get to sleep at all.

I am feeling excited and anxious at the same time. Long time no such feeling!

But one happy thing is that, my allowance is not bad.

I need to work 44 hours. break 2.5hours.

I took up courage to talk to Kellie again.

I was shocked to find out that she is also in the same company as me.



The sad thing is that, she is not at front-line. Awwww...

I hope through attachment, I can repair this friendship if she is able to give me a chance to do so.

But from her attitude & her reply, I doubt I have any chance at all.

I guess tomorrow is my lucky day to see her.

My sister, Yee Pei also work in the same company.

Dear God,

I pray that tomorrow everything will go smoothly for me.

I pray that you grant me strength & wisdom to carry out my tasks during work.

I pray that you will protect me while I am working.

In Jesus name I pray,

Amen!

Good luck to those in IPP tomorrow!








たけし　より

ラベル: IPP starts tomorrow

0:07　うまい！Y

I came across this picture in my hard disk.

Memories started to collect back at the back of my mind.

I remembered I was not feeling very well 2 years ago.

There was a very nice girl called Kellie.

She folded cranes for me in believing it was for good luck.

Meet her 2 years ago in my repeated statistic class.

We were very close and good at the point of time.

The barrier that stopped me was, I had a girlfriend then.

Her parents did not approve at all and was very hostile against me.

I remembered all the single things we did, we went through and etc.

She love to drink alcoholic drink. I remembered her drinking Vodka without any mixture.

She love to play pool. I guess it was because of my influence.

It was one of my happiest moment during my poly life. Good things always come to an end.

The happiness came to an end near Christmas Day, 2007.

I told her that we can't be together and we did not start out at all.

I guess I broke her heart at Vivo City on a rainy day.

I will not forget the tears that rolled down her cheeks on my shoulders.

It was salty and warm. She pretended strong when her friends came to meet her at Vivo City.

The love did not story here. I had found another piece of memory of her.

A disc filled with our songs. The songs which we love to hear during that 2 months plus.

I played the disc, I did not expect tears to roll down my cheeks.

Our story ended 1 year and 8 months ago. Yet the feeling is still there.


The song, 彩虹 by Jay Chou, was the deepest and the most painful song.

Followed by 甜甜的 by Jay Chou, was another sad song for me.

On the disc, she wrote a few sentence of message for me.

I will never forget this: Baby Sugar, called by her.





Recently, I saw her during lunch time in North Canteen in my school.

She was straight in front of me. Clear view and no blocking at all.

I saw the smiles of hers.

I remembered the same smile I saw 2 years ago when I stepped into her class.

I couldn't take my eyes off her.

I heard a lot of things about her from my friends. Good and bad.

I wonder if she had changed into another person, not the girl I knew 2 years ago.

We are no longer friend. We exchanged "Hi, Hello, Smiles"

We no longer exchange conversation and cares.

I wondered if I can be friend with her again. At least someone to be there for her.

I don't want her to get hurt anymore by others.

The reason I wrote this post was to apologise to her and thank her for giving the memories

which I will never forget in my life.

Another reason is because many rumours had been surrounding me and her for quite a long time.

Hence I decided to clarify everything here that I almost got together with her.

But I did not because I had a girlfriend at the point of time.

I broke her heart in such a way that I can't be with her.





I hope she read this post and know how badly I felt and wanna be friend again.

Kellie, will you forgive me?

Kellie, will you be my friend again?

This question might never be answered at all. At least, I took the courage to write out what

was hidden beneath my heart in a corner for these 2 years. It felt really good.





たけし より

ラベル: Memories of Kellie

2:22　うまい！Y

ラベル: New fresh start

0:29　うまい！Y

~Juri's Last Words For Us~

ラベル: ~Juri's Last Words For Us~

12:36　うまい！Y

ラベル: My Japanese Friends Photo

12:04　うまい！Y

Life is starting to busier and busier. Yet, is quite good to keep myself packed. My Japanese is still in quite a big mess. Maybe due to being busy and not consistent, I failed to maintain my standard. Yet, I am able to speak better Japanese as I always hang out with Koichi, Mai & Sung.

We are the wonder 4! Life was great with the company of my friends. They were here for me. We were there for each other. I love them a lot. =)) These few days had been busy with phototaking of my new products. Mai had become a super model, I should say. Her pose and her smile really attracts people. She has the talent.

I had not met Rachel, Tavis, Xiao Bai, Dom, Roy, Xuanmin for quite sometimes. I already missed them. Everyone was busy with their own personal thing. But let's pray that the friendship is still strong despite the distance. =))

Today I am going to start taking Japanese course after 1 year + of private student. I hope I am still able to mix with new classmates. Is a real commitment to study hard. Everything regarding success is about hardworking. I started to understand this. Being smart and being advantage is not use. Because without hardwork, nothing will be achieved.

Mai studies English everyday till 1am without failed. She is very hardworking. In just less than 4 mths, her English was almost perfect. She could communicate so well with me. She is a good role model for me. Mai, 頑張ってください。

School is still good. Understanding all the topics and doing my tutorials gives a sense of achievement! Is so great, isn't it? Being able to understand the class each time and able to ask questions make me feel so proud of myself. I will cont. to work hard.

Business is still good. I am getting my products into NYP. I hope this will increase sales. I will be attending 4 days of events including 2 days at Chimes and 2 days at big splash @ECP. This is the time to enjoy myself while doing business. =))

My love life...? Is totally awesome. A rare gem instead. Already taking care of my precious gem. I don't want her to have any hurts and unhappiness. She is good girl instead. An ideal girl for me. She accepted me for who I am is the most important thing. Thank Zhen. =)) You are great! Hahas...

ラベル: Life is good recently...

11:49　うまい！Y

Dear Jaunary,

It had been quite sometimes ago since I know you in my life. I hardly know you but you left my life. I couldn't be with you because I had no choice. Yet, I know, you might be living well without me by your side.

I had been thinking of you since the day I knew you. Is just 2 weeks of acknowledge & there you went off, leaving me heartbroken and shattered in pieces. I cried every night hoping that you had not left me. I felt I was cruel to treat you in such a manner. But I had no choice. I hope you didn't blame me at all.

I always go to the place where I could feel your presence with me. I had never failed to go to Esplanade on the days I promised last time. Sometimes I went with my friends and sometimes I was alone. Everytime when I was there, sorrows poured out of my heart. Tears couldn't be controlled. I love you a lot. I miss you a lot. Given another chance, I would rather that I meet you in future than in the past. I know, if you come to my life in future, I would have a chance to be with you. Showering you with love, care and concern. Yet, you came at the wrong time which was the past and I had to cruelly forced you to leave me.

It's been a year since 8th of May, 2008, you stayed deep in my heart. No 1 can remove you from my heart. Not even my girlfriend, my friends nor anybody. You meant a lot to me. I felt gulity now & then. I felt regret that I should not had known you. Maybe you won't appear in my life & I forced you to leave me. I'm sorry. No matter where you are now, I hope you know, I had always love you, for you are my special girl. January, thank for the memories you gave me. I love you forever. I won't forget you. Stay happy & cheerful wherever you are. Remember, I will never forget you.

Your loved,
Jian Bin

ラベル: To someone I will never forget.

23:59　うまい！Y

Hi readers,

Sorry for not updating for long long time. Many things happened recently... Time to update now.

Recently, I had been outing with my Japanese friends & Zhen Zhen. Life was great! I had been enjoying every single day of my life. Only 1 sad day was my Japanese friend went back to Japan. These few weeks, I had made many great friends and deepened many friendships. My school had started. So far so good. Although I felt weird in my class, because I am not close with anyone, nor I had any clique, I still able to survive in class. Though I was hurt in some ways, but it doesn't matter.

I had been frequenting Library in school during my breaks when Zhen Zhen not around. Been revising and studying for my school works. My main goal is to pass my modules and do well. Latest updates are:

1. I am going to Hong Kong for a week from 15-19 June for Shopping & studying about Hong Kong's retailing format.
2. I had revised my business plan for Kawaii Kingdom. I had brought in many news stocks from many suppliers. My variety had increased.
3. My tuition business had been doing very well. =))
4. My love life is still going on smooth & sweet. Nothing big happened so fast. Enjoying the love & romance.
5. I am resuming Japanese class again on every Saturday! I will be taking International Exam again at the end of the year!
6. I have a business event on 12-13 at Chimes, Cityhall. I will be skipping a day of school. =X

Recently, my schedule was packed the whole day! Before school & after schools, projects, projects & more projects! I also went around meeting suppliers in Singapore. Know many good people & business people. Shared a lot of our experiences. =)) Aren't it good? To have people of the same aim & goal in life. That's to build a good business & ride on the profits to financial freedom.

Been working hard too. Trying to "force" my money to work hard for me. =)) In such ways, I can earn a passive income while still pursuing my diploma! Even though I am earning it now, I want to increase to 1k in a month. =)) That's my goal for the next 2-3mths. I promised my Zhen Zhen a Gucci bag. Definitely I going to buy for her. =)) When will that day comes, depend on how she treat me. Hahas...

Time to meet up with Dom & Tavis & my old pool friends. Everyone seemed to be busy. Especially Tavis, he had a new girlfriend, been busy with his own love life. As for Dom, seldom contact liaox worx. Cos he has his poly classmates for accompany. I guess he is working hard to woo a girl now. As for Xiao Bai, nothing to say. He is MIA! Hahas...

As quoted from Koichi, "People come and go. Your friends will go away, new batch will fill in the hole." It sounded like, life is fixed with the number of friends you will have. Guess what...? I may have many friends, but still I might feel lonely? Hahas... But that's good thing too. Maybe I had been to vibrant with my life for long time. Is time to feel lonely somehow.

My fav.meal in school is Sandwich! Da-pao, find a nice staircase, sit down, enjoy the breeze, eat my meal, think about my business & life, think about my Zhen Zhen & friends, think abt my goals & aims. Is good in the sense, I have sometimes to relax & not stuck up with friends that will not help me in my life. But right after my break, life is back to normal. Working hard again!

I am happy with the way I am! In school, I could be lonely, but after school, I have no time for loneliness. I will be packed with friends & stuffs to do. Through my school attachment, I knew many great friends who are there for me when I need. Sometimes, is good to cast some useless "friends" away in life. So there is less "noisy" in my life to disturb me. =)) I cherish those who will cherish me. =))

Another thing is, I had built good r/s with Zhen Zhen's cousin & sister. Is a good thing isn't it? They seemed to be happy to have me going out with them. Making them laugh, helping them to carry bags and etc. Hahas... My Japan trip is still going on! I will be travelling to Japan with my dearest batch of friends & Zhen Zhen. It will be the greatest reward for me for the year! =))

I don't want to depend on my parents too much for money too. They had been saying that I earned money but my allowance is still high. xD Even though is true, they should support my living! Hahas. I am still a minor under law! Though there is a good excuse! =)) So I update till here. Many photos will be updated.

I hated blogspot because photos uploading is freaking slow! I hate it though! =)) I will update again! Stay tune!

ラベル: My recent life updates

0:15　うまい！Y

I believe I had not written a post for quite sometime.

Time to blog something before my blog is dead. =))

Life had been great with Zhen Zhen's accompany.

School life had really settled down since attachment is reaching an end.

Next week will be the last week. Time really fly fast.

I am going to be in year 3 in weeks. Life really going to be more hectic.

My school schedule is great. My timetable suits my lifestyle and Zhen Zhen's timetable.

I had trained myself during attachment to sleep before 11pm and wake up at 8am.

I had not been having a night life for quite sometime. Yet, I am happy about it. =))

Life is great for now. Happy for what I am now. =))

Time to enjoy last year of poly before the real nightmare of army comes. =X

Short post to summarise me long vacation of not writing a blog.

Thank those who attended my birthday party and thank for your great gifts.

Best memory! =))

That's all for now. じゃーまたね。

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